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Inspiration

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 7:16 PM
So tell me, what inspires you? What or who, makes you want to keep pushing on and loving every moment of it? Why do you keep coming back for more?

I'm so curious to know other people's opinions on these sort of things. I've been trying to find my inspiration, my muse, just somewhere.
It's hiding from me somewhere, tucked behind an amazing piece. I just need to find it now, and it wants me to find it.

Also, if I am going to have a table at Fanime, any ideas on how I should get started? o___o;;

I mean, I don't do fanart. Plain as plain can be. The only fanart I've ever done is for my friend, and even then it's rare. .__.; I've been looking around to see of original art ever does good, and I can't tell. It's sort of a 50/50 chance. I'd hate to do fanart though, because if I do then I'd want to actually recognize cosplayers and other fanarts, which means spending days watching the most popular animes @n@;

Then I have to print and oh gooshhh I don't even know what all I'd want to sell! Hnnngggg I hate stressing out about this kinda stuff but it's necessary to the Fanime experience.
It'd be nice to go to Fanime as an artist though. I mean to sell my stuff. But I hate, absolutely hate when right in front of one of the artists at a table, Mum says "You're art is better then all of these here." :|

I swear to you she did that last year. You have no idea how embarrassed I was right then ;~; When it totally wasn't true!
After that though I couldn't look them straight in the eye, even though I know most of them didn't hear, just ughhhh .___. That was rubbish.

Then Mum, Dad and I sat out on the grass and I pretended to not hear them talking about me when I was right there. I tried so hard to concentrate on reading the Fanime book, but gosh it was really bugging me how proud Mum was of me.

It's like, she's just way too proud. I loathe that, when she gloats about me. It's painful to hear, because it's makes me feel like she expects something so bloody amazing out of me.

Good for me, I can draw animu characters in different positions.
Big whoop.

She just, doesn't see what I see I guess.

Gosh it seems like every journal has some sort of a rant in it o__o;; I'MSORRYFORRANTINGSOMUCH ;A;
hnnngghhh I hate being stressed :iconheaddeskplz:

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Isn't it a Pity - George Harrison
  • Reading: My Journal :B
  • Drinking: Air, duh! xD

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Yo, my name's Shelby but call me something else, 'kay? I'm 14, 15 in January, and I love to draw! :]
I'm generally a very happy person, but like every other human I can get depressed too. :P

I'm wanting to experiment new things, and here is a small list of 'em!
:bulletred: Abstract Art
:bulletblue: Scenery Painting
:bulletyellow: Bringing art to life!

Please wish me luck in figuring out what I want to do! :heart:

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Woodland
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: large; I love baggy clothes! :3
  • Interests: Anime, Drawing, Cosplaying, Chatting :3
  • Favourite movie: Princess Mononoke or Howl's Moving Castle <33
  • Favourite genre of music: uhmm...probably pop, Rock, Oldies(<33)
  • Favourite artist: PyroManiac and AiKo-FrIkKi ^-^b
  • Favourite poet or writer: My sister, MistressWinter
  • Favourite photographer: A lot of people ^^;
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional
  • Operating System: PC
  • MP3 player of choice: Terry, my iPod
  • Wallpaper of choice: Cute chibi cakes and such <3
  • Skin of choice: Pale
  • Favourite game: Pokemon games
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: L, Near, Naruto, Hinata, many others that I seem to forget at the moment ~.~
  • Personal Quote: Get the Camera!
  • Tools of the Trade: my mechanical pencil, Photoshop, my Sakura Pigma pen, and my Prismacolors! c:

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:iconloi-maga:
I'm much obliged for the fave :)

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JUST THROWIN' THAT OUT THERE.
ChickenSmoothie runs her online life, along with me.
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Nur nur nur.

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Goo goo goo joob :peace:
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Oh hai Johnface/Ondface
JUST YOUR RESIDENT PAULFACE/FIRFACE/MACCA STROLLIN' BY.
I know I could totes just message you on em es en, but as a true testament to you coming here, I will request that you doodle something epically Beatles-related and post it. Also, why does spell check get mad when I type "Beatle" but not "Beatles"?
FFF. MACCA SIGNING OFF!

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I told you about Strawberry Fields.
You know, the place where nothing is real.

Goo goo goo joob :peace:
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FFFF you need to get on here more often. eAe;;

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:iconbouncyhai:Welcome to ~Doodling-Club :iconawwloveplz:

Have fun and doodle wisely ;)

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:iconmistresswinter:
CHECK YOUR NOTES. IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY.

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With you and you alone :heart:

13 months!
:iconminami-nyan:
Thank you for the favs! :heart:

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orz;;
Could you give me ideas for our two OCs picture? I can't think of any good mischievous things they could do orz//braindead

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cuz its not shiny desu liek ur cat--er neko.
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orz I'm a bit braindead too @o@
they cooouulddd..
be throwing waterballoons at people.
Or dumping them with some kind of muck.
Or prank calling them. "Is your refrigerator running? :iconimhappyplz:"
Or maybe trying to sneak into a movie theater, in the way that they're too short for it and have to wear a huge trenchcoat and sunglasses and whatnot.
Hilarity is key. :iconimhighplz:

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Obsessions
:bulletred: The Beatles
:bulletred: Sleeping
:bulletred: Art

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